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Thursday, March 03, 2005

i think there's gonna be more depressing posts on this blog at least for this month or so. i feel completely overwhelmed in this job. I have never been so flustered, out of sync and completely floored, humbled in my entire life. Sure, there have been times in my life where i've felt that i was way beyond my league, outstretched and incapacitated. But the thought never ever came to my mind that I would not make it through, that I would never find a solution because... i had always been able to.

So you can guess. Yup. Like they say there's always a first time for all things. And for the very first time, I am utterly clueless and weakened by a class of teenagers, by a job that makes me work more than 12 hours a day with less than 6 hrs of sleep and still expects me to give my best. Like i told my fellow training teacher and i say it again... i need help.

posted by happyhannon at 6:24 PM