Friday, December 17, 2004
on the bus then, 15th december wednesday, to church to prepare the tertiary outreach. It was wonderously executed. 40+ people came and there were 20+ new people. We were expecting only 30+ people. But i know, that my God is greater than this, and the hope of His glory fills my heart. Looking at the shot, a brain wave suddenly hit me and I began to wonder what transportation in other parts of the world looks like. I actually liked the cramp compartments of the hongkong trams.
I believe that i've reached a point where i don't think i can take on any more responsibilities from church. The stress is getting to me. I badly need a break to be me, to find the true and living God again. I still want to write...badly. Not out of compulsion or duty but out of the abundance that is in my life, and even more gloriously, what God is doing in my life. I think i'm a little crazy like that. Even at my wedding, i'm thinking more of my friends and family coming to know the Lord than the actual mechanics of the whole ceremony and function. hmm.. just crazy like that.
Anyway, presenting today's shots on my motorola e398.. the photo quality looks pretty good on my computer screen. :)
This is my good friend from my days in Anderson Junior College. In this shot, she actually looks more like me.. hmm... or am i just flattering myself? :) We had good food and conversation. I wished i could be more eloquent when i talk about God. I wished i really had the stomach to fully enjoy the tiramisu mud pie. mmm divine. And now, just one more shot..
If my friend has small eyes, i have even smaller eyes as you can see from the above picture. Hmm, wedding preparations are also quite stressful coz my parents apparently have a lot of "ideas" that they think Hannon and I should agree too. Surprisingly, Hannon's parents are going easy on us. They don't even mind the idea of having our wedding in church, even though his mum is a buddhist. I still have that dream wedding dress in my mind: that perfect cheongsum dress beaded with swarovski crystals.. But even as I am spouting my daydreams to my friend, she sighs away at the fact that nearly everyone around here is getting married. Frankly, I don't understand the sigh coz i've never been in her shoes before. Life carries on and one will always have meaning in life with or without marriage. It is sad if one does not have any purpose in life. Well, that's just a personal opinion of mine. I am simply driven crazy whenever i am faced with a purposeless future, an incomprehensible present and a confusing past. Sounds like i've been through that before? You bet..
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