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Tuesday, September 09, 2003

taking up the lament of "if i had 45 bucks"...
1. (and only) i'll get my teeth cleaned!!!

the dream last night was really weird. i dreamt that i met a friend that i hadn't seen for ages and found out that she was married. i was in shock even as we hugged and i congratulated her. then passing her, i found myself walking through an alley that reminded me of thailand bangkok. I ended up in this apartment with this stranger that i was calling friend. and the b*tch she was criticising me from head to foot! i can't remember what triggered her insults but i think i did something to provoke her. Anyway, the funny thing about her criticism was it was about something so trivial and yet i felt deeply insulted. She criticised about my hair! it was too black, so messy and out of shape. it was no surprise to her that i couldn't care if i looked like a drag...

i woke up because my pillow was too flat and i just fluffed it up, turned to the other side and went into a snooze...

hmm and now come to think about it, i was commenting about my classmate's hair the other day about how i couldn't recognise her since she dyed her hair black again. i thought she looked quite fabulous. haha. i guess envy crept up on me in the watches of the night.

Anyway, quite dreading the day ahead. i have to go to school and deal with the text of volpone. absolutely hate it because of the classical allusions and worse of all, when i was looking forward to the notes at the bottom of the page for help, they were so skimpy that they were pretty much useless. only good for decoration... around my neck... yuk.

also there's the prayer meeting for varsity to attend. my only grouse about that is it's at 7.30pm and it's at least half of the island away from my home and school. i just feel tired thinking about it.

on the brighter side of things, i feel totally refreshed from my bath. one can't take such simple things for granted... :)

posted by happyhannon at 9:58 AM