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Tuesday, August 26, 2003

i'm getting quick sick of studying. I've done my readings for tomorrow's class quite some time ago. Bad thing about doing readings in advance is I can't quite remember what i Read. screw it. tried to read proust and managed to make some progress but eventually succumbed to a snooze. i can't wait to stake out at the coffee express in kinokuniya. the outdoor veranda is quite a haven to me coz it takes me away from the stifled, cold air of the bookstore. plus, it's the highest outdoor place i can be, which brings me much closer to the sky. The clouds, the colours, the light that reflects off the windows of adjacent buildings. the distant sound of the traffic and warm sun with one cup of japanese sencha...

i wonder if it's sad or terribly normal that i never really get what i want, or at least the things that i think i need the most.

lately too, i've been sneezing alot or suffering from running nose. happens in the morning when i've just woken up. It could just be my sinus working up but i have another theory. it's my left eye that's causing my nose to suffer. i'm suffering a nagging irritation in my left eye that just won't go away, so that's why i'm not wearing contact lens for the past weeks. I've had the problem before and it's nothing serious. I should have dug out that special eye drops earlier.
Tonight i pray i will not have any weird dreams. I will not drink too much tea before i sleep today coz i can't bear the waking in the middle of the night to pee anymore. i just want sweet sleep, a good morning with lots of sun or ... hmm...

just a day with plenty of time to waste. :) nights

posted by happyhannon at 11:33 PM