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Friday, March 21, 2003

these few days i've just been able to survive. the pressure of school work (especially the incredibly hard essay on literary criticism that's killing me), the situation here in Singapore and in Iraq, and then the usual squabbles with boyfriend... make me want to scream. i should be tired and i want to feel tired so that i won't have a choice but to return to my bed, yawn and fall asleep... i can't. firstly, won't be able to sleep because i've got cr@amps again. secondly, so much blardy work to do that if i should just take one wink, there goes more time wasted.

i can't really describe to you how helpless i feel. i feel like i've been stomped on by a giant foot and i'm waddling around with my shortened legs, furiously trying to keep up. can't wait for this sem to be over. can't wait for this life to be over...

posted by happyhannon at 9:24 AM