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Friday, December 20, 2002

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

i feel a little weary today. i don't normally feel like this. in fact quite rarely. i think i'm buoyed,kept afloat, most of the time by hope, faith with a mixture of naivety and ignorance.

but when you're finally faced with a cold hard fact, and you know that turning your back to it makes you a coward...

you don't want to grin and bear with it either. It's not so much of a fact but more of an answer. A reply you didn't want to hear echoed back to you, confirming your sneaking suspicions...

it's like knowing that you're gonna lose your best friend.
or the one that you love has for the last time crossed the line.
or knowing the very thing you knew you could do is really the one thing that you can't. just that procrastination never made that fact clear to you.

so what am i going to do?

... don't ask because i won't tell.

posted by happyhannon at 2:13 AM