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Tuesday, October 22, 2002

i feel that some radical change is going to take place... i don't know what it is. it could be just that i've had an 11 hours sleep, recovered from a bad bout of flue and diarrhoea and i'm feeling at my so called peak of physical and mental wellbeing.. i woke up and just went through my motions but somehow... i really feel something is different around me.

the change might not happen today but something has begun. something is on the move.

it's like i'm in one of those weird dreams i always have. a very strong sense of deja vu... it's a little eerie. the matrix scene comes to mind when morpheus says "ever had a dream that you thought was so real, only to wake up from it..." something like that.

well, this post is so wondrously vague today. :) a mystic spin to the ordinary events of life. just think that somehow we are all going through events and situations in our life that have been experienced one way or another by someone else.. just that some hardly have the courage to act out their desires or premonitions and everything recedes back to the commonplace... or those that do act out whatever is driving them to do so, ironically fade back too into the commonplace. everything seems to be veiled behind this peaceful semblance but to go behind the veil, to engage the undercurrents of this life...

hmm.. my brain's not exactly up to speed here so i cldn't finish my thought. :) anyway, the book i'm reading now would i guess be the closest thing that expresses what i'm feeling now...

posted by happyhannon at 10:39 AM