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Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Psalm 31:1-5
In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame;
deliver me in your righteousness.
Turn your ear to me
come quickly to my rescue;
be my rock of refuge,
a strong fortress to save me.
Since you are my rock and my
fortress,
for the sake of your name lead and
guide me.
Free me from the trap that is set for
me,
for you are my refuge.
Into your hands I commit my spirit;
redeem me, O Lord, the God of
truth.

...

Psalm31:21-24
Praise be to the Lord,
for he showed his wonderful love to
me
when I was in a besieged city.
In my alarm I said,
"I am cut off from your sight!"
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
Love the Lord, all his saints!
The Lord preserves the faithful.
but the proud he pays back in full.
Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the Lord.

Although i'm happy that my sins are forgiven and forgotten by my Lord, yet i've not even come near to the point where i can say the above lines from my heart, because i still think that there's a barrier between you and me God. It makes me sad. It makes me want to get up and run. It stirs me no doubt but where am I really going... when i lay my head on my pillow, and sleep away the hours, when i finally wake up... where am i headed for? What am I really doing instead?

posted by happyhannon at 12:49 AM