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Thursday, June 27, 2002

i didn't go to the library yesterday.. or anywhere near the sea for the matter.
i tried reading jose saramago again on the bus. had a headache (not from the book though). the book's like a daily shot of ponderings and musings about life but afterwhile, it gets too overwhelming. (see the 2nd last entry) life becomes too dry after a few hours of thinking.

ok the next food i'm hankering for is.. raw fish porridge. yeah i settled my indian food craving from the indian stall near my hse that sells thosai. yummmsss... pity they don't have the youghurt cream..

today's entry is pretty disjointed but that's me. :) till the end of the day, i might just tie up the loose ends of past events or once again.. fall asleep on my bed without brushing my teeth. :D

but i do have several things on my mind and i can't really say them coz it's really personal stuff to me that i just am not comfortable sharing with people. even my love ones. when i do start sharing them, i guess i just get a little crazy, and i'll start shouting or crying (or both) all over again. i don't really want to live life like that. i've got problems, sure, but that doesn't mean i can't move on right.
although it's not very good to deny that you're in shit hole and try moving on with life...
what i'm trying to aim at is.
have as much self-awareness as possible and leave the messy tangled ends to God, whilst i continue with my life and face each situation with the best ability that i can.

just food for thought today.. (it's some leftovers carried from last night's meeting in church but still fresh)
Matthew5:20
For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

posted by happyhannon at 10:18 AM