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Thursday, May 23, 2002

yahoo!! this is the day of the production. when finally all the work is going to pay off and all of us are holding our breath. amazingly yesterday's run was quite smooth. pretty happy. :) but at the same time disappointed with myself for fretting and being like a jittery moron. i just want to trust in the Lord more but now i'm finding the application/practical part hard. will persist never give up.

these few nights i've been eating, breathin, talking and even dreaming production. i can't wait till i can stop this madness. i missed my church prayer's meeting and i feel sad. i so want to be a part of what God's doing. but no more self pity here.. just gotta get up, finish the stuff i've come to do and move on.
the onli regret i have out of this whole production is if it is not part of God's plan for me then i would have laboured in vain. Yet i've met people who have inspired and encouraged me... and i'm so grateful for that. i think i've grown up a little bit more. i'm pushing to 21 this coming july so i should be prepared to cross that threshold into womanhood,...

eeewww.. :) my blabbing is quite crappy today. anyway gotta rush off now and get changed. tata~

posted by happyhannon at 9:03 AM