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Monday, October 30, 2006

i feel bad for not writing for so long. "bad" in a way that i can't find any good reason to excuse myself from such a long absence and that somehow, i am disappointed with myself.. disappointed that i am unable to make sense of my life once again.

anyway, i'm also feeling a little off the rocker as i have not bathed yet and me eyes are dry and stinging. I want to take my writing more seriously and actually begin to apply myself to be more disciplined in writing. i guess if i have any talent, even if it aint a great one, i should just make the best use of it and learn to get better with it. And wanting to be the best in it and be recognised for it, that should be the bonus and not the goal. So i tell myself these things repeatedly the last few weeks.

walking home in semi-darkness, i suddenly recalled the story how jacob wrestled with God and thought that will be interesting to follow up on. so for now, i'm going to just read that story and the entire life of jacob, hoping it will ferment in my brain and hopefully produce something.. anything.

perhaps another time i will update u on my personal life where many asdfhjbwer things have happened and my world is taking a turn for the jhgfsdue. but not now, i need to follow the trail while it's still unmarred.

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